Bottling Up My Anger & Frustration!

I don't think I've ever felt like this before. Too much of it until I feel nothing. I can feel the adrenaline pumping through me to find a way out. But it's not going anywhere. I'm calm on the outside, yet I'm raging on the inside. Damn. I could burst anytime soon. I might forget it eventually, but it WILL come back on the 18th of next month.

God, please be with me and help me get over this. Comfort me Lord, for I never expected this.

MY WORST NIGHTMARE